I've decided that I hate being alone. I'm always alone now, and frankly it's my fault. If I had not come to Germany then I would be surrounded by my friends and family. I guess in the end this will make me stronger, but right now it's making me sad.I miss my friends, and I miss Jay. I'm glad when I do get to talk to him, but it's very hard being here. I know I won't make another choice like this ever again. I suppose I should get back to the homework that I don't understand, not because it's hard, but because I don't understand the question. So frustrating!
I will be so excited to see Jay for Christmas. That will certainly be an amazing adventure for us. In the meantime I must just soldier on and try not to cry too much.
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