Promises

Well it's been a while since I posted something on here. Honestly, I'm procrastinating for an essay I don't want to write, but anyways back to the post.

My weekend in Holland with Jay was more than memorable. I shall be a crotchety old lady and still remember that trip. The feeling of relief, joy, and love that I felt in the train station will be with me forever. I was so grateful that Jay and I were in the same country again. Our first hug was so powerfully passionate.I could tell he had missed me just as much as I had missed him. The cuddling in the taxi was amazing. I had nearly forgotten what it was like to be wrapped in those strong arms. We spent the rest of the weekend together. We hardly ever left the sight of each other. Jay was sweeter than usual, but I didn't mind. I think he was trying to make up for making me sad earlier in my stay here. Either way, he proved without a doubt that he loves me a lot more than he did when I left and that he is never ever going to leave. I shall never ever forget all the love that filled that weekend.

I have been sleeping in the superman shirt again while cuddling with JayBear. I asked Jay to wear it while we were together so I could have it for sleeping when I got back here.

My exercise regimen has been doing wonders. I have no idea how much I weigh now, but the numbers don't really matter. I know that all the clothes I brought with me are considerably too big, and I have some ridiculous muscle tone all over my body. I know that I'm the thinnest that I've ever been, and I'm still getting smaller and fitter. My arms and legs are developing really nice shapes. Jay is really appreciative of my new found core. Let's just say he is impressed with what I can do with it.

I have managed to reverse the accidental damage I did to my hair with cheap products. It has returned to a nice healthy texture and is growing again. I'm trying to be extra gentle with it so I don't have to get as many haircuts this year. Split ends are the enemy. They slow growth and make me have to get haircuts. My hair is twice as long as it was last year, and I have no plans of ever cutting it short again. I want it to return to the lovely length that I carried most of childhood. I miss having hair that goes down to my bum. It's very sexy and brings many styling options for formal, fancy hairstyles, even though it is a mild pain to take care of hair that long. I don't really mind. I loved having hair that long.

I am going to continue my procrastination for the day by doing a bit of grocery shopping.

<3 Jess